HAPPY! days

My writings are flawed as they come out of here
Painting a picture, Picasso beware
Lithium eyes and Seroquel dreams
Don't tell me I'm crazy...that's wasting my time

I'm crazy for love, I'm crippled with fear
I think way too much, obsessively so
Let me alone I don't wanna change
I like who I am yet hate me the same

I'm up and I'm down
I'm figuring out
How the world spins around
Whether I'm in or I'm out

Life can be tough and I need to mature
I'm stuck in a rut with nowhere to go
Your smile.  Beyond description.
Problems. You've got them, I hope.

Let's be lost together finding our way
Take a step toward me and I pull you in
Fear not, I'm beside you for the good times and bad
Out of nowhere arises an oasis for love

Hold my hand, I feel peace, I feel life
Stare into your eyes, I awaken within
Thinking of You, my grin starts to stretch
Can you be interested in this awful wretch?

LOVE. hate. HOPE. despair.
Feelings I feel without even knowing
Increasing the good and ousting the bad
I love where I'm going...keep driving me there!

Roadmap to write and gastank to fill
Your hand in mine, sounds too good a deal
A smile on your face, that's what I like
My mission is simple...(to be continued)